Sensation of sleepiness came from unmet expectation of excitements
Monday, September 28, 2020
Wednesday, June 24, 2020
Dream and Dementia (Highly Speculative)
So this is is highly speculative,
I wonder if there is a connection between how we so easily forget dreams with dementia. Could it be that our mind has a system of its own to erase dreams? And somehow in the case of dementia, it strayed away and went for the memories of realities as well?
Dopamine and other positive emotions might prevent this, and stressing out while laying down, might confuse this system. What I mean is, while we are actively contemplating in our bed, exploring in our minds, it might came across as a dream for our subconscious... (highly speculative).
And when the nexus created were wrong, then the memory would be registered at where it supposed to be a dream, or the "hard-disks" were considered RAM or being used as RAM.
You know what, like, you're using your permanent memories for spontaneity, while your real life real time reactional systems became so underused its muscles shrank...
Something like that
I wonder if there is a connection between how we so easily forget dreams with dementia. Could it be that our mind has a system of its own to erase dreams? And somehow in the case of dementia, it strayed away and went for the memories of realities as well?
Dopamine and other positive emotions might prevent this, and stressing out while laying down, might confuse this system. What I mean is, while we are actively contemplating in our bed, exploring in our minds, it might came across as a dream for our subconscious... (highly speculative).
And when the nexus created were wrong, then the memory would be registered at where it supposed to be a dream, or the "hard-disks" were considered RAM or being used as RAM.
You know what, like, you're using your permanent memories for spontaneity, while your real life real time reactional systems became so underused its muscles shrank...
Something like that
Tuesday, March 10, 2020
Limbs of spacer
Could it be that gravity and the expansion of the universe are two of the same thing?
So in order to expand the space, "it" must grip on to something, which is matter.
So if this notion is true, the expansion out of black holes should be stronger or bigger than the expansion out of the sun for example.
So in order to expand the space, "it" must grip on to something, which is matter.
So if this notion is true, the expansion out of black holes should be stronger or bigger than the expansion out of the sun for example.
Saturday, August 24, 2019
The Database of the Universe
Reading about time dilation, I kind of want to write science fiction with this idea:
Nothing happens at exactly the same time, each interaction or change must occur before of after another.
The Universe records every transformation that occurs to every being,
Transformation of space, of heat, of relationships, etc.
That etc is the transformation of time.
Each thing has a proportion of transformation points. Whenever the points were focused on only one type of transformation, other types of transformation will have less share.
For example, let's say I have 10 transformation points on me, and my friend also has 10 points.
My friend is situated stationary on the earth's surface, spending only 0.01 points for spatial transformation.
I an astronaut is traveling quickly to the end of the universe, allocating 9 transformation points on spatial transformation.
The universe will prioritize other transformations to occur on my friend before me, in terms of heat, connection, and others, my friend will experience them first, therefore "time" will happen quicker for my friend, as he has the weight of 9,99 for all of the other interactions/transformations to be prioritized. Therefore, things happen to my friend at about 10 times before I'd be given 1 share of turn. As a result, time will proceed further for my friend while I proceed further in terms of space.
In the end, our universal transformations are equal.
Gravity is the secret in this story, it is a form of transformation and the transformation became more intense the stronger it gripped on an object. But what is it that's transformed by gravity?
Nothing happens at exactly the same time, each interaction or change must occur before of after another.
The Universe records every transformation that occurs to every being,
Transformation of space, of heat, of relationships, etc.
That etc is the transformation of time.
Each thing has a proportion of transformation points. Whenever the points were focused on only one type of transformation, other types of transformation will have less share.
For example, let's say I have 10 transformation points on me, and my friend also has 10 points.
My friend is situated stationary on the earth's surface, spending only 0.01 points for spatial transformation.
I an astronaut is traveling quickly to the end of the universe, allocating 9 transformation points on spatial transformation.
The universe will prioritize other transformations to occur on my friend before me, in terms of heat, connection, and others, my friend will experience them first, therefore "time" will happen quicker for my friend, as he has the weight of 9,99 for all of the other interactions/transformations to be prioritized. Therefore, things happen to my friend at about 10 times before I'd be given 1 share of turn. As a result, time will proceed further for my friend while I proceed further in terms of space.
In the end, our universal transformations are equal.
Gravity is the secret in this story, it is a form of transformation and the transformation became more intense the stronger it gripped on an object. But what is it that's transformed by gravity?
Monday, March 18, 2019
Kinds of Inclinations
I identify 2 types of inclinations: the for becoming history inclinations, and the perpetuity inclinations.
Examples of perpetuity inclinations:
- Inclination to incline
- Inclination keep on inclining forever
- Inclination for humanity to keep on existing
- Inclination for human beings to solve problems accurately
- Inclination for happiness to be experienced by human beings.
Examples of for becoming history inclinations:
- Inclination for Donald Trump to become a president of the United States
- Inclination for me to want food in Wednesday 20'th of March 2019
- Inclination for Jokowidodo to become president the second time for Indonesia.
- Inclination for Jokowidodo to become prime minister of Indonesia tommorow.
If an inclination managed to become history, the inclination will be prioritized by every other inclinations all the time in perpetuity. If it failed, it should stop having assets or it will suffer and might brought about all sorts of madness.
If an inclination is a perpetuity type inclination it doesn't have a point in time but it assists the "fbh" inclinations to win. A perpetuity type is resilient, many of them can experience multiple successes and multiple failures,
In case of the Inclination to Incline, He only experience multiple successes without failure.
The Inclination to keep on inclining forever is a unique case, He exists within the realm of "undefined". Is he successful? is he failing? But within his relationship with the Inclination to incline there's goodness and wisdom, and outside of the relationship are undesirable forms of existence.
There's an inclination who is the "enemy", the Inclination to not incline. Whenever you think that this inclination is good, you are in the state of depression.
Get out of there while it's not harder to do so.
Examples of perpetuity inclinations:
- Inclination to incline
- Inclination keep on inclining forever
- Inclination for humanity to keep on existing
- Inclination for human beings to solve problems accurately
- Inclination for happiness to be experienced by human beings.
Examples of for becoming history inclinations:
- Inclination for Donald Trump to become a president of the United States
- Inclination for me to want food in Wednesday 20'th of March 2019
- Inclination for Jokowidodo to become president the second time for Indonesia.
- Inclination for Jokowidodo to become prime minister of Indonesia tommorow.
If an inclination managed to become history, the inclination will be prioritized by every other inclinations all the time in perpetuity. If it failed, it should stop having assets or it will suffer and might brought about all sorts of madness.
If an inclination is a perpetuity type inclination it doesn't have a point in time but it assists the "fbh" inclinations to win. A perpetuity type is resilient, many of them can experience multiple successes and multiple failures,
In case of the Inclination to Incline, He only experience multiple successes without failure.
The Inclination to keep on inclining forever is a unique case, He exists within the realm of "undefined". Is he successful? is he failing? But within his relationship with the Inclination to incline there's goodness and wisdom, and outside of the relationship are undesirable forms of existence.
There's an inclination who is the "enemy", the Inclination to not incline. Whenever you think that this inclination is good, you are in the state of depression.
Get out of there while it's not harder to do so.
Thursday, February 21, 2019
Sunday, February 3, 2019
Why Honoring your Parents is Mega Important v.02
This is going to be a long post, before, here is a keyword from Dr. Jordan B Peterson,
sorry I forgot,
Basically in his lecture in 2017 about Openness and Intelligence, he talked about how if a person sees the future as predictable it would became easier for him/her to invest in his/her future. And the opposite is true. So if a person wants to be hardworking he/she would achieve that state easier if he/she believed that the future is certain for him/her.
Now,
Have you ever experienced a serene and powerful lonely time in your parents' house when they are away? But when they got back home the house become so stressful you lost your previous drive to plan and execute?
Well that means your parents has managed to provide you with stability, good enough for you to see forward. However your parents can't feel that about their home, and you must understand, when you saw a serene and powerful house they saw bills, clients, customers, employees, or bosses that has their own problems, in order to maintain the family.
That house mean less of a solution to them than it is to you.
Ofcourse the logical solution would be to leave you alone to do your thing. Because you'd do so much more with the stability that they have achieved. but... deep down inside they might or may not trust you.
And it's the same everywhere, except in China the culture of honoring your parents is so prevalent and even over the top sometimes, the parents could be certain that their children would be less prioritized by the society if they become ungrateful.
What I'm saying is, yes your parents love you, and they love you unconditionally to a point.
But beyond that point, it's still business... cause they are human being that's still liable to problems and sufferings they have their own fear and negotiation standards.
And this blog is meant for your family to be honest or realistic about it. Your parents need profit from you as well.
Be a profitable person
On side note here's a formula for life achievements:
x1y1 + x2y2 + x3y3 + x4y4 + x5y5 + x6y6, etc.
x being the principal, or the spirit (you improve this by learning, enjoying, copying, creating)
y being the authors, or the humans (you improve this point by giving thanks to them)
x1 could be mathematics, x2 could be medicine, x3 could be accounting, x4 could be security
and all of the solutions you enjoy in life...
each segment could represent mathematics, medicine, accounting, security, etc. In other words all the solutions you've experienced.
In order to maximize your potential, you'd want to give thanks accordingly, like free trade each person or entities has different talents or specialities, but the rule of thumb is you'd achieve maximum advantage if you allocate 50:50 to the x:y.
I made this not out of science but out of intuition from my life (even now I have changed it to correct it). It might not be that good, but it's something, really.
sorry I forgot,
Basically in his lecture in 2017 about Openness and Intelligence, he talked about how if a person sees the future as predictable it would became easier for him/her to invest in his/her future. And the opposite is true. So if a person wants to be hardworking he/she would achieve that state easier if he/she believed that the future is certain for him/her.
Now,
Have you ever experienced a serene and powerful lonely time in your parents' house when they are away? But when they got back home the house become so stressful you lost your previous drive to plan and execute?
Well that means your parents has managed to provide you with stability, good enough for you to see forward. However your parents can't feel that about their home, and you must understand, when you saw a serene and powerful house they saw bills, clients, customers, employees, or bosses that has their own problems, in order to maintain the family.
That house mean less of a solution to them than it is to you.
Ofcourse the logical solution would be to leave you alone to do your thing. Because you'd do so much more with the stability that they have achieved. but... deep down inside they might or may not trust you.
And it's the same everywhere, except in China the culture of honoring your parents is so prevalent and even over the top sometimes, the parents could be certain that their children would be less prioritized by the society if they become ungrateful.
What I'm saying is, yes your parents love you, and they love you unconditionally to a point.
But beyond that point, it's still business... cause they are human being that's still liable to problems and sufferings they have their own fear and negotiation standards.
And this blog is meant for your family to be honest or realistic about it. Your parents need profit from you as well.
Be a profitable person
On side note here's a formula for life achievements:
x1y1 + x2y2 + x3y3 + x4y4 + x5y5 + x6y6, etc.
x being the principal, or the spirit (you improve this by learning, enjoying, copying, creating)
y being the authors, or the humans (you improve this point by giving thanks to them)
each segment could represent mathematics, medicine, accounting, security, etc. In other words all the solutions you've experienced.
In order to maximize your potential, you'd want to give thanks accordingly, like free trade each person or entities has different talents or specialities, but the rule of thumb is you'd achieve maximum advantage if you allocate 50:50 to the x:y.
I made this not out of science but out of intuition from my life (even now I have changed it to correct it). It might not be that good, but it's something, really.
Wednesday, October 3, 2018
Privacy Policy of this Blog
The Privacy Policy of This blog v.07
Bahasa Indonesia:
Setiap situs yang anda kunjungi dapat mengambil informasi tentang anda.
Setiap situs yang anda kunjungi dapat mengambil informasi tentang anda.
Secara hukum anda berhak untuk mengatur bagaimana informasi anda dipergunakan, kalau tidak mau diberi cookie atau dibaca cookienya, anda dapat menonaktifkan fitur cookie dari settingan dari browser anda.
Tips IE: Tools > Internet options > Privacy > advanced > pilih prompt
cookie adalah file kecil yang digunakan untuk mengambil informasi dari komputer anda, biasanya berupa IP address, asal negara, dan dari situs mana anda dirujuk
cookie adalah file kecil yang digunakan untuk mengambil informasi dari komputer anda, biasanya berupa IP address, asal negara, dan dari situs mana anda dirujuk
Kalau anda menggunakan custom search google, dan/atau mengclick salah satu iklan dari hasil pencarian anda, atau dari adsense di blog ini, ada kemungkinan pihak ketiga (google, atau yang diizinkan oleh google) akan menanamkan kuki (cookie) dan membaca cookie yang ada di browser anda.
English:
Ada juga kemungkinan informasi-informasi tentang lokasi anda, ip address anda, tentang komputer anda, di ambil dan digunakan oleh google atau pihak-pihak ketiga tersebut.
Untuk informasi lebih tentang cookie, lihat di http://www.google.com/intl/id/privacy/ads/English:
Whenever you access a website there are chances that they would gather some informations about you during the time of your visit and after.
I have enabled the google adsearch on my blog, as well as adsense, it will provide you search results from my webpages. Upon using the system, you would be exposed to the chance that some third parties might plant cookies in your browser and/or they'd be looking into your browser for existing cookies.
As owner of the information you have the right to control their distribution and use.
Tips IE: Tools > Internet options > Privacy > advanced > choose prompts
to control incoming traffics of cookies to your browser
Cookie is a small file used by sites to pull informations from your computer. Such informations usually are your IP address, country of origins, and referring sites.I have enabled the google adsearch on my blog, as well as adsense, it will provide you search results from my webpages. Upon using the system, you would be exposed to the chance that some third parties might plant cookies in your browser and/or they'd be looking into your browser for existing cookies.
There's also chances that google and third parties authorized by google might collect informations about you from your computer. Such datas could be IP address, location details about your computer, details about your computer, etc.
Please refer to http://www.google.com/intl/id/privacy/ads/ for further information.
Please refer to http://www.google.com/intl/id/privacy/ads/ for further information.
Sunday, August 26, 2018
Pembunuhan terakhir
Pada saat kecenderungan untuk tidak berkecenderungan dibunuh (tidak ada kecenderungannya untuk mempertahankan diri sama sekali, dan tidak ada yang menjadi bagiannya sama sekali)
Maka kedamaian dan kemajuan permanen akan tercapai, dan segala yang jahat tidak akan merasakan apa-apa lagi.
Tapi sebelumnya mungkin akan terjadi Hell,
Ketika semua hukum alam bisa dikomputerisasi, dan masa lalu bisa dilacak / ditrace dengan akurat, semua termasuk sel-sel yang mati saat kita mandi bisa dihidupkan kembali.
Untuk mencapai hal ini, banyak kecenderungan-kecenderungan yang jahat akan dibentuk kembali kemudian dibunuh lagi untuk menemukan memori makhluk-makhluk hidup dan menyimpannya.
Selama proses ini maka neraka akan terjadi, dimana semua yang jahat akan terbentuk kemudian dihancurkan lagi berulang-ulang. Tapi, sakitnya tidak terakumulasi semuanya (sebagian besar). Karena memori mereka tidak diakumulasi.
Neraka adalah tempat ratap tangis dan kertak gigi, penderitaan terus menerus, tapi mungkin tidak seperti yang kita bayangkan, mereka mungkin akan selalu melupakan penderitaan - penderitaan yang lalu, dan rasa sakit dari yang lalu pun akan hilang.
Maka kedamaian dan kemajuan permanen akan tercapai, dan segala yang jahat tidak akan merasakan apa-apa lagi.
Tapi sebelumnya mungkin akan terjadi Hell,
Ketika semua hukum alam bisa dikomputerisasi, dan masa lalu bisa dilacak / ditrace dengan akurat, semua termasuk sel-sel yang mati saat kita mandi bisa dihidupkan kembali.
Untuk mencapai hal ini, banyak kecenderungan-kecenderungan yang jahat akan dibentuk kembali kemudian dibunuh lagi untuk menemukan memori makhluk-makhluk hidup dan menyimpannya.
Selama proses ini maka neraka akan terjadi, dimana semua yang jahat akan terbentuk kemudian dihancurkan lagi berulang-ulang. Tapi, sakitnya tidak terakumulasi semuanya (sebagian besar). Karena memori mereka tidak diakumulasi.
Neraka adalah tempat ratap tangis dan kertak gigi, penderitaan terus menerus, tapi mungkin tidak seperti yang kita bayangkan, mereka mungkin akan selalu melupakan penderitaan - penderitaan yang lalu, dan rasa sakit dari yang lalu pun akan hilang.
Thursday, July 26, 2018
The Resolution
If it absolutely, conscious and subconsciously, have no inclination to protect itself... then, it can't feel anything.
Thursday, July 5, 2018
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